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Nov. 28th, 2009 | 05:26 pm

Derrrrp black friday was kind of boring. I don't pay attention to the news, so I dunno if some poor guy got trampled to death again. But y'know us Americans. We dem greedy fools.

I went to Best Buy hoping for a cheap deal on a DSLR...but it was still too expensive. OTL OTL dammit
So black friday was spent, instead...at gamestop. /nerd
I'm STILL trying to play all those ps2 games that I never got to since I was too stupid to buy them years ago...so, I got FFXII, which is seriously the most gorgeous game I've ever seen. (o A o) Makes me wonder what other cool things I've missed out on! Oh, and I was gonna get FFX, and it was right there, but then all of a sudden...I SAW IT.
THE FIRST FATAL FRAME SDKLFDSLJFLKSGLSKGLKS
SLDGLSKGKFSD
SKLGJL
Damn damn damn damn you have no idea how much I freaked fffff it was so much cheaper than it normally is on the internet...aaaaaahhhh I was so happy. So happy!! And then because it was buy 2 get 1 free deal, I got pokemon diamond LOL but only because I think my mom threw it away 3 years ago, without me ever having beaten it. Yah yah I am making good time on it. I love my Chingling very much, heehee
more game talk )
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wake up, hold on

Nov. 22nd, 2009 | 05:50 pm

I finally found my good ol kh II game buried somewhere in the junkyard that is my room....ahhh, even though it's freakishly overrated, I still think this game is amaaazinng. I went on youtube and looked up the reversed version of the opening theme song...it's actually really good. MMmmmmmm


I am a bear grrr grrrrr

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BEST DAY EVER/ thoughts about asian culture....

Nov. 11th, 2009 | 04:25 pm
mood: excited excited
music: name - goo goo dolls

AAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
nothing can ruin this moment, EVER...i think
Idk I mean this is a guy thing BUT I AM HEALTHY, I HAVE HORMONES SO I AM TOTALLY EXCITED
HUFF HUFF
HUFFHUFFHUFFHUFFFHUFFHUFF

...okay okay I need to go wheeze into a bag now. cough.
Another good part about today is the fact that I DIDN'T GET A D IN PRECALC...kick it to the chorus, I can hear the angels sinnngggg sob tear cry

anyways, I've been thinking about a couple of things lately.
My mom is in Taiwan right now, and I asked her to buy me some Korean-y clothes because I absolutely love k street fashion. So to get reference I've been looking at ulzzang ('perfect face'?) pics. Most of these girls have huge eyes, flawless white skin, skinny bodies, long legs, good noses, blah blah blah blah
I am like sob cry why am I not like that...
But it makes me think.
Why the fuck do asian girls have to idolize these types of people?
It's not just Korean ulzzangs. All over asia, there is this new standard of beauty among asians, which features all of the features above. But it's not fair, is it? It's not, right? 'Cause think about it...

Yes, the standard of beauty for asians has been, for as long as our culture has existed, white skin, small pretty feminine features, and large eyes, right? But in today's age I think this limit has been pushed to the extreme. No, now you've got to look like a doll to be perfect. You've got to have eyes the size of quarters, skin the texture and color of china plates, cute little lips, cute little nose...ugh. And it's terrible because it's causing so many people to push themselves to the extreme in order to achieve this! There's circle lens, whitening pills, whitening soaps, double eyelid tape, eyelid surgery, nose jobs, jawline surgery, and etc. I'll admit, if given the chance, I think I'd probably jump right at it and fly myself right off to the next plastic surgery clinic. But at the same time, I'm kind of sad that I feel this way. I wanna be happy with the way I look; but it's not possible right now, not with the image of asian beauty right now.

And it keeps on spreading, too. It pisses me off that the average asian girl like myself only has these types of people to idolize--people who have gone through surgery and intense change in order to get what they've got; things that aren't available to us. Or people whare of mixed race (ViVi magazine almost has all mixed race models--shiiiit I love the magazine but still) and have features that make theom very beautiful, but totally unimitatable--though all of us full blooded asians try. It's really not fair.

I have more to rant, mostly about race (can't we all loooove each other and our own race? come on), but not now. I am just kind of ranted out now. i need to go gloat in happiness now teehee

on a totally unrelated now, FUCK YAAAH FATAL FRAME III I BEAT YOUR ASS, SON. Did you see dat Reika I took dat photo and mmmmhmmm I made you scream like a mooother and then I sent you on a motherfucking boat to the other SIDE HUFF HUFF THAT'S HOW WE DO IT, MY MANS.
...
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god my friends are getting to me stop it stop it stop it

(...FATAL FRAME 4 THE SECOND THE FAN TRANSLATION COMES OUT YOU CAN BET IMMA BE ON YOUR ASS HAHAHA)
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i am feeling sad ignore me

Oct. 30th, 2009 | 09:05 pm
mood: depressed depressed
music: Envelopes - Sleeping At Last

Ahhh, I'm so sad lately. It's not even funny.
I don't like emo people or those idiotic fucktards who can only whine about their life and how GODDAMMIT!! I AM A 13/14/15 YEAR OLD SOB SOB MY LIFE SUCKS ALL MY FRIENDS ARE FAKES AND I AM BEING USED AND OHHH GOD FML FOREVER
I reaaally don't.
...
.....
Sadly enough, I am TURNING into one of these people. >_> Not that I'd ever admit it, of course; I don't like to foist my problems, which are my own to deal with, onto other people who I know don't give a fuck about how I feel (I know this is true, because tbh this is the case for me too. I feel like punching people when all they can do is whine nonstop and then NOT take any advice you give them).

I know I SHOULDN'T be feeling sad, because all of my problems are problems that I have brought onto myself.
You're sad you're fat? Well, stop eating then, fatty.
You're sad you have bad skin? Well, start actually following all those bits of advice you just pore all over the internet for.
You're sad you suck in school? Well, pay attention in class, and work harder then.
You're sad you lack more friends? Well, stop being a quiet little loser, then.
You're sad you're ugly? Well, start trying harder, then.

See, I know my problems are things I can solve if I tried. I know that. I think the problem with myself is that I know how to solve my problems, but it's just...well, it's more like I feel like I'm tied down by so many interconnecting little things that I don't really know how to untangle myself anymore. Example; I know I can be more social, because I know i can be interesting if I tried; but I feel so inadequate and self conscious since I'm not pretty, I'm not skinny, I have bad skin, and I don't dress nice, that in the end I feel like I don't deserve to be more social and I just sink into a little shell and hope no one will notice me. And then I'm miserable, because I don't have friends.

Hmmmmm <__> So what to do, what to do? Who knows, really?
I can't change my looks, I know that. I mean I know a lot of girls would probably act like they WOULDN'T want it, but tbh I wish I could get plastic surgery. Haha anything to make me more comfy with the way I am...you know, I hate the way I look SO MUCH, I always duck and jump/hide LITERALLY in order to avoid the camera. And then if they dare tag me on fb I pretty much cry for real for about an hour and go untag myself. I also admit, that, I've stood in front of my bathroom mirror and started to write on my stomach in black marker, all the things I hated about myself. It didn't make me stop, it didn't make me feel better...but it felt like something I had to do, you know? I also refuse to go shopping nowadays because I put on something and then I go to the mirror and then I feel like crying some more. So I also look like a dorky, unfashionable loser even though I actually love to flip through fashion magazines and websites.

Yah yaaah. I never tell anybody about these things I do. It's not like anyone wants to hear, and I don't like to trouble people.

While i'm at it, I wanted to add that in our English class, we read The Catcher In the Rye. This book...well, I finished it, and I was wondering, "Why the fuck is this a classic?" But after lots of discussion in class I realized that I'm a lot, lot like Holden. Haha. We're little potty mouths who wish we could help people but we're really just screwups. Aren't we?

I've given up hope on a lot of things. I hate it when people get my hopes up, because in the end I never get what I want, you know?
I was really excited when my friend said that her really hot brother called me cute. I was really excited when he added me on fb.
Ah, but you know what? I realized after a while that I should never hope. Hoping never works out for me. Lollll oh well.

On a more cheerful note, PARANORMAL ACTIVITY TOMORROW FCK YEAH I'm going to the theater in my halloween costume and hopefully I won't piss myself in it. Alllllriiiightttt.












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birthday

Oct. 7th, 2009 | 09:43 pm
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: Toybox - Best Friend

My birthday was on sunday. I'm old now! I'm 15 /cry
I liked it this year. Tara, Samantha, and KK came over and watched horror movies with me. MJ was supposed to come, but her dad doesn't let her go anywhere so boo hoo no MJ. And Caroline and Maria would have come I think but the tennis match threw it off.
Oh well! We watched The Haunting In Connecticut, The Uninvited, and The Unborn. Shiiiiiit The Unborn was so scary sdfhskdhfdskjfhdskhfskjjfshkfs I am scared forever...well okay that's not true but oh my god those images are seared into my eyeballs FOREVER

I'm still trying to wheedle gifts out of everybody because I am cheapo like that but whatever. It's all cool. I got cupcakes on MJ on monday hurhurrrr and I gave one to Nick sdlfhsklglfdlgd; i'm not weird. (I also got really excited the other day when he literally had to stoop down to talk to me and for some reason I got reaaally excited HUFF HUFF I dunno why I love feeling short like that)

So onto other things...
Sophomore year is cool, cool so far. I HATE the sudden load of work and plus precalc is the hardest class I've ever taken....sigh. I'm trying my hardest, which is a new concept to me because I have always been lazy as crap.
I love all my other classes though. I have forensics class with Cindy the cutest loli in the world! It's weird but I feel extremely maternal when i'm around her...even though we're the same height and she's older than me. I just get that feeling I wanna pinch her cheeks and go dawwwww all the time hurhur


I wish I could go to the beach again. Or rather, just go sit in a larrrge pool of water...and I don't mean a tub. I need to take it easy, man.

I was looking at my pictures, and I noticed I tend to use a lot of red...hmm. Warm colors are just too attractive to me

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late otakon 09 report

Aug. 12th, 2009 | 07:08 pm
music: Kids - MGMT

wow I have seriously PROCRASTINATED on this but now i will get it done...ughh and I still have my HK and TW photos too...maybe i'll just dump them all on facebook lol

table of contents
I. summary of sat
II. summary of sun
III. other cosplayers
IV. vocaloid photo shoot
V. mini shoot photos

HUGE ENTRY SO...yes, beware I guess.
PREVIEW:

I love this picture lol

saturday )
sunday )



and that is all! FINALLY, I AM DONE YAAAAY
/cheer cheer cheer


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emo entry

Aug. 10th, 2009 | 10:33 pm
mood: aggravated aggravated
music: hatsune miku - shinkai summit



hi miku you make me happy


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orphan

Aug. 1st, 2009 | 11:33 pm
music: Apology - Safety Suit

Okay, so I went and saw Orphan earlier.
It was...
WELL, NO WORDS CAN REALLY DESCRIBE IT...

/spoiler tiem/
WHY IS THIS MOVIE RATED R. I mean I think the R rating could have been avoided IF THIS MOVIE DIDN'T HAVE SO MUCH RAUNCHINESS IN IT, HOLY CRUD. You wouldn't believe how much they say fuck in it AND EVEN MORE SURPRISING HOW ALL THE KIDS ARE SAYING IT LOL. And then the scene where Jon/Daddy goes into Esther's room and sees the glow-in-the-dark porny pictures on the walls WAS SO...WOW OKAY I face palmed.
Overall the movie was okay though. I liked Esther at first but then she started going all psycho as she was supposed to and wooow she was scary. The scariest part was when she bludgeoned the poor pigeon to death (/sob) and when she hammered the nun (forgot her name lol) dflagkldfsgs THE PART WHERE YOU SAW HER BODY FREAKED ME OUT and I think I'm scarred for life...Also, another thing that scarred me for life was the creepy Esther-hitting-on-Jon thing LOOOOOL WOW THE WHOLE THEATER WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY I wish they had talked about the whole "Esther-is-really-33" thing BEFORE that scene so the we wouldn't mistake all that for kiddy porn...although I guess that was the point. But still.

/end spoiler tiem/

okay yeah. Ummm I don't really wanna sleep because that image of the nun is stuck in my head so badly I will have nightmaaares so yeah

More oekaki is always fun yayayayay


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ung

Jul. 30th, 2009 | 04:58 pm
music: Your Strange Story - supercell & nagi


THIS THIIIING.
I had all these clever designs to draw but then i ended up just freestyling it all over the fabric lol. Which was a bad thing considering I still can't draw properly without flipping my pictures so they don't look distorted...well, this one isn't too bad.

I SAW HP6 LAST WEEKEND IT WAS PRETTY GOOD
BUT MOSTLY I AM UPSET THAT THEY CUT OUT MY FAVORITE PART (the Merope/Tom Riddle scenes) bawlbawlbawwwwwwwwl
Then again they made it up with all the Ron/Hermy drama (they are so cute) but then there was that Harry and Ginny kissing scene good lord my eyes. I think it's kind of funny how the actress for Ginny (sorry I only know like 4 actor's names from hp) is taller than Daniel Radcliffe but that is just me. Now then, HP7, do not disappoint me! You are 2 movies so I EXPECT TO SEE SOME SNAPE AND LILY FLASHBACK OTHERWISE I WILL START CRYING IN THE THEATER. I swear they need to include more flashbacks; I cannot even begin to describe my disappointment of the marauders and snape scene in HP5.

THIS WEEKEND I SEE ORPHAN, YEAAAAAH PSYCHO KIDS I am totally in the mood for them because I am watching Higurashi and Umineko. Wow so many creepy little children lol
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asdfghkl;

Jul. 26th, 2009 | 05:03 pm
music: Circle You, Cirlce You - Hatsune Miku & Megurine Luka

/begin fangirling

so many hot nintendo ds games coming out OHHHH

"professor layton and the diabolical box" - august 24th, 2009
"kingdom hearts: 358/2 days" - september 29th, 2009
"ragnarok online ds" - winter 2010 <--WHOA
"ace attorney investigations: miles edgeworth" - january 16th, 2010 <--KSJHGKJSHG;NBXKNBKVC WANT

WOWOWOWOWOW i want them all /spoiled
I CAN'T WAIT I LOVE ALL THESE GAMES well kingdom hearts is one of those "i'm sucked way too far in to quit now" kind of things BUT LAYTON! RO!! ACE ATTORNEYYYY

there are more games I might want (magician's quest OH MY GOD I AM SUCH A LOSER) like some mystery games. but I don't want to buy anything unless I'm 100% sure about them, because i don't want another 'lux pain' on my hands--friggin' worst game i've ever played.

save money...save money...
hopefully I can MAKE some money. I bought some fabric pens today (more moneyz) and I'm gonna draw on bags and t-shirts cause i'm bored...but mostly I am hoping I can sell some shit lol ;; I got really inspired after otakon after seeing a guy who made some really amazing shirts (good ones, like the kind you can actually wear in public and not be stared at for wearing cutesy anime girls on yourself) ; I went to his site and oh man oh man he is so amazing! I think he silk screens his own shirts .__. Wow. I can only hope to be as cool as him one day

and on an unrelated note, I went and got my hair cut again yesterday. This time I was a real dork and I asked for...a Mio/Mayu haircut LOL (nerd nerd nerd). Yesss I got what I wanted. but cutting my hair was awkward cause the guy who cuts my hair started talking to me while he was cutting and he said I was a very unique person and very cute and I literally loled in my seat. I never believe irl compliments (because out of experience, i think they're insincere. Half the time when I compliment or strike up a conversation, it's usually out of politeness and I never mean it. Bitchy, I know, but it's my personality and I bet the truth for many. On the internet I usually mean it cause on the internet you don't get stuck in awkward situations as much  rofl.)

otakon and tw/hk report...still later. /procrastinate
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otakon mini report - saturday

Jul. 18th, 2009 | 06:38 pm
music: Toeto - Megurine Luka

Back from Otakon AND HOLY HELL MY FEET HURT LIKE A BITCH
asdghksdf it was so worth it though lol. We took photos and i don't look stubby and chunky like i did at Katsucon whoo-hoo! God my feet hurt like a mother.
For one thing I haven't slept for 35 hours as of now; I couldn't sleep at all so I went to the con  having not slept for 24 hours. Then for the next 9 hours I spent wobbling on stiletto-y heels that hurt so badly and untangling my wig and trying to keep it on, because my head seriously huge (no, really) and the wig base was tiny lol. But again so worth it : D I went with Tara and Kadija, it was Tara's first con and we tried to make it interesting haha.
We attended a panel called "Make a Manga" but imo it was a piece of bull crap. God you'd think 20 30 something year olds would be a bit mature about the whole thing; instead, they kept cracking these odd jokes and stuff and honestly we weren't "making manga", we were having a long ass caption contest where they gave us pictures and we had to fill in the blanks. Ohhh-kay and we didn't even know whether or not we did good, because we don't receive criteria whatsoever. We handed them in like papers to a teacher wtf. And even then I'm pretty sure it wasn't judged by quality but rather the wittiness of your captioning. I was very disappointed OTL...
We left early to attend a Vocaloid photoshoot too! i was the only WIM Miku...and the only special version Vocaloid xD;; Gosh, all the Mikus were soooo gorgeous I'm not joking! Very nice, too (: There was a super nice Meiko ahhh MEIKO ILU and some twins and Kaitos and a Kaiko! GOD I WISH THERE WAS A LUKA THOUGH Luka is my faaave new vocaloid I seriously love Tako-Luka with such a passion. -sadness-
then we brooowsed around the artist alley...such nice stuff, but I've been feeling hesitant about buying anything. I dunno lately i feel not very materially towards anything. The only thing I've bought so far was a commission from budgie on DA <3 Very nice, if not very expensive ;;

Anyways tomorrow we will be back! We will attend a concert by someone named Becca (if we get in) and go shopping for a hat for KK. We're gonna stop by queenofdorks' table and brooowse. (: no costume tomorrow, thank god sakldhlfs
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eeee otakon!

Jul. 13th, 2009 | 06:24 pm
music: Poker Face - Daughtry cover

otakon is on saturday ahhhh!!!!
Goddamn, they upped the fuckign admission price to $65. What the hell and you can't even pay for an individual day. it's such bullcrap but whatever I am so sleepy from jetlag I don't feel like complaining.
I got home from Taiwan yesterday...yesssss, it is so nice to be home!! Air conditioning! No humidity! Able to have room to walk around..and best of all CABLE TV YEAAAA
i will make up a big ol journal entry so my friends can see the photos. Later. So many photos...I took lots of pictures of stupid things hahahaha ;;

so back to otakon. I was "researching" my costume and saw lots of cosplayers who added accessories to their costumes? xD So I tried...in the end all I did was add a ribbon necklace and a black undershirt. lol. well, it's cool now


yeaaaaaaah!

so yes that is all. Gosh I sure am sleepy...freaking jetlag.

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;____;

Jun. 29th, 2009 | 08:37 pm
music: Flux - Bloc Party

i made it to Taiwan safely. Tomorrow, to HK, and back to TW again...
Yesterday was terrible. Sitting 3 hours at a restaurant about to fall asleep cause I had like 3 cups of friggin tea and the caffein destroyed me..but at least I got some nice shirts. Who cares if they are ripoffs they are just so nice <3

I need to vent out my frustration though.
LENA FUJII IS GONNA BE IN TAIPEI ON THE 11TH OF JULY...!!!!!
I wanna see her ;__; ViVi magazine is my serious guilty pleasure. rofl i am always in awe of how pretty (and skinny asdfghjkl; ) the models are and how nice the clothes look...Lennnaaaaaa -bawls- I'm gonna be here that day but what sucks is that she's gonna be at a NIGHTCLUB. -4 years underage- bawwwwwww I am so sad waaaaahhhh why you do this to me, life, WHY
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tomorrow

Jun. 26th, 2009 | 01:57 pm
music: Flux - Bloc Party

asdfghjkl in less than 24 hours I will be on a plane FLYING TO MY DEATH AGHHH
I'm going to be panicking the entire flight argh argh argh we gonna crash arghhhh
I borrowed a ton of books from my friend to keep me preoccupied but most of them are teen romance novels with VAMPIRES and WITCHES and THE UNDEAAAD. Actually, that's gonna make me more nervous gah!!!
Our flight's gonna stop midway at Narita airport in Japan. At least I can look around the duty-free shops...I really want a DSLR but it's not like I can afford it. Ugh everytime we pass by the japanese airport I always gaze longingly at the electronics urgh... ;___;
Once we get to the TW airport we'll be riding on a bus for like 3 fricking hours before we reach Taipei. and then i don't even remember where our apartment is!!! oh my god but I remember it's next to a river and TW's a tropical country what if there's a hurricane aaaahhh we gun die!!
and then just now I submitted my tryout pic for an oekaki. ugh I don't like it now that I look hard at it I'm gonna be voted out for sure OTL ;;

....I panic too much.
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heck yeah

Jun. 24th, 2009 | 11:09 am
music: Tesselate - Tokyo Police Club


world is mine miku clothes -- obtained!
I even have the lil flower. All I need are some lacy hair ties and I'm good to go for Otakon yayyyy. I feel kind of bad for putting together such a jacked up costume (and I mean really jacked up...that shirt is a medium, and I wear a small so i have all this space behind me and I look fatter than I am ;; )

Anyways, 3 more days till Taiwan/ HK!!!! I can't wait to go but at the same time I'm dreading it 'cause I am deathly scared of plane crashes and in a 13 hour flight ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN. I will be on total edge the entire time and I swear if the stewardesses give us those nasty instant noodles at like 12 am I will barf up all over the place. Last year I nearly did on some timid Japanese old woman lol I kept saying sorry in English everytime I made a queasy noise lol ;;
We're staying at our kickass apartment in TW.  My parents bought one even though it's way beyond our budget...gee, for Asian people my parents sure like to freaking spend I was the one who was going "YOU BOUGHT WHAT?!!?!" when they told me. i'll admit it's pretty nice though...I went to see it last summer and it is ballin' cause there's a pool (not like i'm gonna swim in it), an exercise room (going to abuse this and be all laughed at by the fobs), and a spa (ohhhhhhh). ehehehehehe

so one last thing



wheee more oekaki
and okay I'm off

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oekaki

Jun. 21st, 2009 | 06:22 pm
music: Pose - Daddy Yankee



...is a lot of fun.
I wish I could oekaki on the plane so I wouldn't be all antsy the entire trip...I love planes and all but the past year I've read about so many airplane crashes, it freaks me out. ;; I hate the feeling of falling too so turbulence is realllllyyy scary...if I were a stewardess, I'd probably be like the one who started freaking out because of turbulence and ended up screaming "We're gonna die! We're gonna die!" and freak out all the passengers lol.
I'm getting ready to pack...not bringing a ton of clothes 'cause hopefully I can buy some in Taiwan. My cousin said she'd take me shopping? OTL but I don't dress very fashionably...mostly 'cause I have the lowest self esteem on the face of the planet. I'm also bringing my story--which I'm starting over again for the 13249453 time. I annoy my friends a lot 'cause of it lol. It's turned from a classic fantasy story to a more dark story I guess. I can't wait to write some~~

Anyways, back to oekaki talk
It's a lot of funnnn I'm jealous of the people who can make their pics look all neat and detailed though. Wanna be like them!! sasdfghjkl; gotta work supppeer hard to make up for my laziness the whole year...but the problem is, I keep NOT FINISHING ANY OF THEM UGH


lmao I fail
oh and happy father's day!! the pic above was supposed to be my little celebratory one but as you can see that really failed

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YES

Jun. 17th, 2009 | 02:10 pm
music: Black Wedding - Meg & Dia

SCHOOL IS OUT
I MADE IT THROUGH FRESHMAN YEAR
this was one hell of a year. Looking back...I was such a fucking loser during first semester. I facepalm whenever I imagine the ridiculous moments I had.
but better yet
YES the asswipe is moving TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COUNTRYYYY HAWHAWHAW I WILL NEVER SEE HIM. AGAIN. YOU'LL NEVER RUIN MY DAYS AGAIN YOU FUCKWIPE. Yeah I know you hate me but that doesn't mean you can't be a lil civilized, ehhh?
he ruined my last 5 minutes with greg asdfdgkdhld I HATE YOU YOU KNOW. and now that you're moving maybe your girlfriend will be cool again.

I'm trying out for tennis next year, and maybe volleyball or track. Yes. So I've started a resolution list for this summer...
1), become more active physically, and 2), more active artistically.
Physically...well, I started a running regime with KK.
My legs are DYING >| It's a 3 lap run around a school field, plus 2 walks. Twice a day. Screeee after being a fatty for like 5 years getting off your ass and finally working is very painful. But I hope this'll be worth it when I go to HK/Taiwan so I won't get called a fatty by my relatives again.
Artistically...well, I'm...trying. Muh. >__>;; I think I'm stuck on a plateau right now...hopefully I'll get over it.

BUT. THE BEST PART OF ALL.
I AM HOLDING IN MY HANDS....FATAL FRAME II. (o________o)!!!!!!
I have been obsessed with Fatal Frame ever since I found some videos of them on Youtube...I'd love to play them all but I've already spoiled myself by watching someone play through Fatal Frame...so it makes sense to play the second one I guess. Besides, there are twins <3333 I love twins so much.

And the other good part, I am going to Taiwan and Hong Kong in 10 or so days! I'm gonna see if I can get nice fobby clothes...they're really pretty, haha. My cousin says she'll take me shopping but she's a pretty stick so I'm sure she'll think I'm a monster rofl

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kissy kissy

May. 17th, 2009 | 07:01 pm
music: Hatsune Miku - Romeo and Cinderella

loooooooool i'm on a roll today!!


theyyyyy aren't naked. i think.
AND WHAT'S THIS


MY, HOW NAUGHTY TSK TSK you voyeuristic...you




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colored pencils are cool! oh and i'm going to the beach

May. 17th, 2009 | 10:22 am
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: Foals - Red Socks Pugie

Yuhhhhh, I've been addicted to using pens and colored pencils ever since Carin brought in her sharpies and asked me to sign her yearbook. xD;; Colored pencils come so naturally to me! I know what colors to mix and shit. Photoshop is just so...weird for me. >__> It ain't the same. but I really wanna learn how to use it so what I draw will look nicer...
but anyways because I got too lazy to get on my scanner and I didn't want to ruin my sketchbook, I just took some photos of my pics. The camera quality ruins it though. ):


Ewwwwwww I hate how I drew Aero though he looks like a woman. i'm trying to learn how to draw manly men

lalalala )




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old photos and other crap

May. 9th, 2009 | 03:10 pm
mood: happy happy
music: Sugar - Flo Rida feat. Wynter

Whoooaaa, so I was like clearing out my camera (because I wanna be like my friend MJ and carry a camera with me everywhere to take pictures of really random stuff) and I came across some really old photos.
such as

hahahaha KAITOOO. I borrowed KK's costume so I could complete my goal of doing the vocaloids. Of course, Meiko got pushed aside cus KK wants to do PW now, not that I mind. : D 
I'm being Pearly. Even though I act like such a Maya; just last week K brought in a little book of letters our class in elementary school wrote to her, for this little "project" we had to do, and what I wrote was: "I don't know what your favorite food is, but MY favorite food is
BURGERSSS" and we lol'd hard.

anyways. more old photos from march. when it was snowing hahahaha

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